Hey guys, happy Tuesday! How’s life? Seriously, I’d like to know.
I’ve been having a hard time getting a chance to write which is really disappointing and I’m sorry. I did however have some time to make these two clips for you! Check it out, I’d love to hear what you think. I also wrote a poem about living with Bipolar. It’s really not the best and I struggle with poetry but can you relate? Have you ever composed something thinking at the time that it’s really great only to reread it and sort of cringe? That’s kind of how I feel about this one but it does reflect how I feel which is art, right?
Dear Bipolar
I want to whisper in your ear
Dear bipolar why are you here,
I don’t know when or why,
I’m stuck despite what I try,
I’m as high as the sky
And there’s so much I want to buy,
You give me goals and ambition
Despite my usual condition,
I talk a storm
And feel reborn,
I speak so loud
And shed my shroud,
All is exciting
And so very inviting,
You play with my vanity
And make me question my sanity
In this I want to stay
Yet you always betray,
Because the fun doesn’t last
And it slips to the past,
I feel on top of the world
Then into the depths I am hurled,
The paradise is lost
And at quite a cost,
I’m no longer me
And darkness is all I see,
You blend with anxiety
For terrible variety,
Or make me empty
And often testy,
Am I a toy
In your employ,
There to amuse
But always lose,
I am no match
Because we’re attached,
So all I can say
With much dismay,
Is that you make me feel
Like a third wheel,
Not just a friend excluded
My mind where you rudely intruded,
You and my mind
Leave me behind,
Because it’s you who decide
Where I reside
Today she’ll be blue
And tomorrow feel new,
We’ll bring her up
Without a heads up,
Then slam her down
And remove her crown
Please let me be
Whoever is me,
Because if I know one thing
It’s that I’m on a string
How do I know what’s real
When you choose how I feel
You’ve taken control
And I’m in a hole,
Let me discover
And fully recover,
To find who is me
And what I want to be
Nicely done with the clips! Your little muffin is so adorable!
Thanks Ashley! I found an app and I’m kind of tripping on it haha. Mia really is…I leave for 5 minutes and when I see her again her sweet-adorableness just hits me all over again. ❤️
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